Prayer for forgiveness

Dear Lord,

Forgive me from my sins. My conscience is accusing me for thinking and speaking maliciously about a sister. I'm sorry that I thought and said that she is a psychopath, based on what I read from Reader's Digest.

I know that I am not qualified, nor do I have the right to make judgments like that if I am not really a psychologist. It's not fair to label people certain ways, just because I don't like them. I'm sorry Lord. Please forgive me. Please help me to repent and draw closer to You. I am very unspiritual right now, that is why I'm having such kinds of thoughts.

Please forgive me Lord and help me repent urgently. I can't wallow in sin, in lukewarmness, in impatience, in criticalness, in impurity of heart and motives. Something has to change or I'll be grieving the Holy Spirit.

Father, I am ashamed of myself and my compromises and I am ashamed and even scared that my remorse right now will even be superficial. Lord, please help me to have godly sorrow because I am not changing and repenting. Sin has become callous in my heart, and I no longer feel urgent to repent. I'm so sorry that I have been doing "godly" things, when my heart isn't really godly. My heart is not where it's suppose to be.

Lord, please help me to ask for forgiveness. Although I know that () will probably get mad at me. Lord, please teach me how to keep righteousness and peace with everyone. I am guilty of sin. I don't deserve your blessings Lord. I don't deserve your grace and your love. I am a filthy rag before you. I don't even deserve to pray to you right now and call you Lord and Father.

Father, please cleanse me from my impurity right now and scrape out the sin that so easily entangles. Rebuke me with your words that I may "wake" up from my spiritual slumber. Help me to wake up before it's too late.

Lord, please forgive me, I beg you. Enable me, strengthen me to repent deeply from the heart, and not superficially -- never to return again to my old nature before I became a Christian. Lord, please forgive me and change me. Please change me to become like Jesus. I need you Lord.

Amen.

Lord, wherever Joe is right now, please protect him and keep him safe. He is in your hands right now as always. Have mercy upon him as you have had mercy for him in the past, and forever. Lord, I need you. We need you beside. Please help Joe and I to be godly and to be spiritual in our time away from each other.

May your love always be in my heart that we may not sin against you. Lord, help us. Lord, please forgive us. We need you. In Jesus' name, Amen.